wish I could just stop by and lay by your side
So I never really gave One Tree Hill a chance. I was obsessed with The OC and really didn’t feel like I could get into another show when I originally tried to watch it. Not to mention the OC got cancelled after four short seasons and I could never understand why it was that One Tree Hill kept getting renewed season after season. If it were not for Netflix I don’t know if I would have never given One Tree Hill a change again, but when Netflix added it I decided maybe it was time I actually sit down and try to see what all the fuss was about. I have to say I am very glad I did. There is so much more to this show than just the petty high school drama that usually surrounds a show like this. The fact that Lucas was never wanted by his father, and then his brother is enough to keep anyone interested, but then when you throw in all the other emotional turmoil that all of the other characters experience on a day to day basis its very intriguing.
I really fell in love with the characters before I actually like the show. The characters are so well developed that you feel like you have known them for years instead of just starting the show. There is a clear villain, Dan, and the rest of the characters I find myself finding similarities with myself in. I really cannot wait to see how the characters develop as they grow older. I am currently in the middle of the second season and I keep catching myself looking the show up on Wikipedia so that I can find out whats going to happen next! It’s an awful habit. I read about whats going to happen and I just can’t wait t see it all play out on screen. The cool thing is that the show is still airing so I cannot wait to find out how the whole thing ends. Is anyone else liking/watching this show?
I’ve made it this far without crying a single tear I’d sure hate to break down here
So things work in interesting ways. Something I thought was going to happen didn’t and it was extremely disappointing. I’m angry at myself for getting my hopes up and everyone else for doing the same. When am I going to learn to not get my homes up? I don’t know really how to not let it affect me the way it has and that frustrates me as well. It also makes me mad that I am not the kind of person to just say enough is enough. I continue to take on more and more and more with no outlet or advantage to myself. There are many things that irritate me. The cool thing is that we are going to get to go to St. Louis for some training. I LOOOOOVED St Louis when me and Jeremy went so I’m pretty excited to get to go again. It’s one of those cities that I can see us ending up in which is pretty cool. We have to go somewhere right? Might as well be somewhere fun.
I am very not excited about school starting next week. I am just ready to be done with it. Blehhh. I don’t anticipate this semester being thatt awful, but still not looking forward to giving up my life to school and projects again. Hopefully it will go very fast. The fall semester is jam packed with crap though. There’s fall, thanksgiving and then christmas. Lots of other life stuff to make the semester long and difficult.
I got an email this morning telling me that the never ending pasta bowls were back at Olive Garden…This must mean that my birthday is just right around the corner. It has always been tradition to go to Olive Garden on my birthday. Speaking of which I reallllly want a new purse for my birthday. The bad thing is that once I saw this purse I can’t find anything that even comes close.
This really does make finding a new purse difficult. Not only that, but there is also one in brown as well and I really like both. It just stinks. Really stinky. I don’t really want to spend 228 on a purse because I lose interest too quickly and I am afraid I will change my mind in a couple months. :(
I have a new found obsession with Pretty Little Liars now that I have seen the first entire season. It is such a good show. I like how they have strayed from the book, but not in a bad way. It all still make sense with the story line. I haven’t read the newest book but I really want to get it finished so I know what all happens.
The perfection of my frailty has been questioned and broken…
This is my ridiculously long rant of everything, and I mean everything I
First and foremost I love my husband and teddy bear Nick. My husband first and most, he gets quite jealous of Nick. I think it’s because Nick has a Paul Frank hoodie oh well. Next would be my family, parents, brother, sister and grandfather, even though they all drive me completely crazzy. Next would be my friends. Nearest and dearest, you know who you are hoe. Work friends, library friends, school friends, old friends, new friends love em all.
Next would be the boys. The Backstreet Boys. They are pretty much the third most important thing in my life. Anyone who talks to me for five miniatures will quickly figure out that with the exception of my husband that my heart belongs to five other men, Kevin, Howie, Brian, AJ, and Nick. We’re kind of a package deal. Jeremy knew what he was getting into. I blame my mother for the fan girl in me, but I am completely overly obsessed with them. But who could blame me? Just look at them! Been hooked on them since I was like 8 years old and it will never change. :)
I am a princess and I love princess things. I love glitter, pink unicorns and things that are magical. I love fairy tales and prince charming. I love the Disney Princesses, but only if they include Sleeping Beauty. Aurora is the true princess. I will not be swayed. Cinderella can die in a fire.
Music is pretty important to me and my tastes in music are very comical. Backstreet Boys, the boys individually, NKOTBSB, Eminem, Lil Wayne, Nicki Minaj, 3OH!3, Edwin McCain, Journey, Akon, Flo Rida, Rihanna, Ke$ha, Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson, Usher, Trey Songz, RYAN TEDDER, Dr. Dre, D-12, Nelly, 50 Cent, Cody Simpson (haha), David Guetta, DJ Khaled, Kelly Clarkson, Hanson, Savage Garden, Matchbox 20, Goo Goo Dolls, Jagged Edge, Jay Sean, Jason Derulo, Will.I.Am, Jesse McCartney, Jordan Sparks, Katy Perry, LMFAO, Matt Nathanson, T-Pain, Wiz Khalifa, Aaron Carter, Young Money, B.o.B, P!nk, Owl City, New Boyz, Hilary Duff, Mike Posner, Rob Thomas, Kardinal Offishall, Kevin Rudolf, Enrique Iglesias and I am sure many others.
I love a lot of very random things as well. The color Pink, used to be Green and is starting to lean towards purple. I love Paul Frank everything. I love the monkey face. I love socks of all kinds. I love short socks, long socks, thick socks, thin socks. I just despise white socks. I love using a mouse with my laptop as the track pad bugs me. I love Covergirl make up because it doesn’t make my face feel oily. I love my new Conair hair dryer mainly because it’s orange and also because it blows very well. I love using straightener on my hair when i have to let it dry on its own. I love being able to come up with new hair styles and I love the waterfall braid and fishtail braid even though I don’t know how to do it yet. I love painting my nails. I love buying cheap NYC polish and then using the OPI shatters on top of it. I love having long nails even though they break and chip at work on a daily basis. I love Treseumme shampoo and L’Oreal Feria hair dye. I love stuffed animals and build a bear even though I haven’t been for awhile. I love to play Nancy Drew computer games because they are fun and also challenging. I love the games you can get from Big Fish because the hidden object games help me thing things through. I love playing my wii, especially Donkey Kong and Mario. I even like the new Zelda game I got for it. I love playing Viva Pinata on the XBox. I even love the TV show. I love animals, especially elephants, owls and pugs. I love my electric blanket for when I get cold and hot chocolate on days when I need a hug. I love wearing sweat pants and hoodies because they are oh so comfy. I love song lyrics that make you think or that are so well written it takes your breath away. I love fan fiction. Arok.
I love my new laptop because it’s small and easy to carry around. I love my new HTC Inspire because it’s the coolest phone I have ever had and I haven’t found one thing I don’t like about it yet. I love they Downy Simple Pleasures fabric softener because I love to wash my sheets and blankets and then wrap up in the wonderful smell. There is nothing like the first night on clean sheets. I love sleeping with as many pillows as I can get my hands on, even if I am not allowed feather pillows which I love more than any other pillow in the world. I love sleeping with a fan on because the noise helps me sleep. I also love sleeping with the tv on because the woods behind my house scare me. I love Bath & Body and all of the lotions and creams that I have. My glitter body spray even though people laugh at me for wearing it. I love my Paula Deen cookware because they are so easy to get clean. I love diet sodas, especially Mellow Yellow Zero even though it is incredibly hard to find. I love being able to get movies and tv shows from Netflix, the library and Redbox. I can’t imagine my life without these services. I also love Wikipedia and Google for changing my life. I love icons and stock photography. I also love textures and fonts.
I love GetGlue. I think it is one of the neatest sites since Facebook, which I love along with Tumblr. I love Tweetdeck on my phone because it puts everything I need all together. I also love my colored headphones I use with my laptop and my phone. I love to sing really loud while wearing headphones. I love that my house is decorated with Black Bears and Mooses. I love to go on vacation with my husband. I love being able to go to new places. I love Snarky comments and smart ass statements. I am also completely obsessed with school supplies, pens, pencils, notebooks, folders the whole nine yards. I want it all!!!!!!! I love taking pictures and then editing them. I love taking my own picture because no one else can do it right. I love Adobe Creative Suite and I cannot wait to spend my career using it and programs like it. I love web design and being able to have an outlet for my thoughts and emotions even if I am the only one reading it. I love to play online TCGs when I have time even though most of them end up closing. I also love the Sims. I loved the original, then the 2nd series and now the 3rd.
I love food. Lots of food. I love fruits, strawberries, kiwi, watermelon, bananas, lemons, grapes, cherries, peaches and oranges. I love to make fruity drinks with lots of rum! I also like veggies too, green beans, peas, carrots, corn, potatoes and zucchini, broccoli sometimes. I love chicken and beef sometimes pork. I am not really picky, I love tacos, pasta, hamburgers, steak. I am more a meat and potatoes kinda girl than a sweet tooth but I do like some sweets. Brookie, brownies, cherry chip cake, angel food cake are love. I love ice cream, especially red velvet.
Places to go are fun. I love Nashville and Tennessee in general. St Louis was love and cant wait to go back. Locally I love to go to the bowling alley, mini golf and shopping. Olive Garden, Outback, Longhorn, Raffertys, Cheeseburgers in Paradise, Old Chicago, Logans, Red Robin, Penn Station, Sweet Ceces, Cork & Cleaver, Jaliscos, Los Bravos, 5 Guys, Roca Bar, O’Charley’s, Gordmans, Fashion Bug, The Fresh Market, Target, Kirklands, Old Navy, Hallmark, Aldi, Schnucks, Buy Low, CVS, Best Buy, The Dollar Tree, Menards, Big Lots are places I love to go.
I love, LOVE tv shows. I have a list a mile long of shows I love to watch so you best be ready. Veronica Mars, Bones, Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives, Secret Life of an American Teenager, Pretty Little Liars, The OC, Burn Notice, Psych, Castle, The Cosby Show, Accidentally on Purpose, Samantha Who, Degrassi, Food Detectives, Food Network Star, Family Guy, Royal Pains, Ace of Cakes, House of Carters, House M.D., Body of Proof, Rita Rocks, Reba, Greek, 90210, Friday Night Lights, Monk, Nikita, Fringe, Melissa & Joey, Dawson’s Creek, Clean House, Tosh.0, Scrubs, Kate + 8, Party Down, Smallvile, Futurama, Pawn Stars, Melrose Place 2.0, Real World, Lie to Me.
I also love movies, chick flicks, cartoons and various others. I love buying movies. I love having my own collection. My favorites include One Fine Day, Get Him to the Greek, The Hangover, The Bounty Hunter, Arther, The Back-Up Plan, Life as We Know It, The Last Song, Dear John, A Walk To Remember, Message In A Bottle, Nights in Rodanthe, Sweeney Todd, Despicable Me, Legend of the Guardian the Owls of Gahoole. The Chronicles of Narnia, Cars, Pirates, Kung Fu Panda, Batman, Toy Story, Shrek, The Hollow, Crossroads and many others.
I love to read which is one reason I loved working in the library. I love Nicholas Sparks, Sandra Brown, Kate White, Barbara Delinsky, Jodi Picoult, Mary Higgins Clark, Jen Lancaster, Sara Shepard, Chick Lit. I also love true crime stories. I think they are fascinating. I love to read magazines too, All You, Cosmo, Glamour, Entertainment Weekly.
I love celebs and celebrity gossip. I visit Perez, the superficial and People online daily. I love Kristen Bell, Russell brand, Rachel Bilson, Adam Brody, Jennifer Aniston, Tori Spelling, and lots of other celebs.
I know this was intense, but thanks for readin me!
dear anne…my number one fan…
Hello lovelies. How are things going around the way? Things here are all up in the air and spin round more times than I can count. Summer is winding down and school is about to start again ans I sit back and try to figure out just where the summer went and what I got accomplished. It’s pretty disappointing to see that I am no further along with some things then where I left off at the end of the school year. It can be very discouraging. So many ideas, thoughts, motions, that I wanted to accomplish and I got no where close to them. It can be very disheartening sometimes. I still really want to get my online portfolio built and functioning but I am so confused on the mechanics of it that I just get frustrated and give up too easily. Just another thing I fail at. FML.
So does anyone have any new phone apps that they think i should check out? I am always looking for new games to download or other apps that will help make my life a little easier. I really love my new inspire phone and cannot believe I made it so far in life without it. I name her violet. I always name my junk. Not sure why it could be because I never had a pet as a child. Hmm I donno.
I am seriously considering ordering some BSB tshirts off of the online store. They are having a sale and I never did get my This Is Us shirt so I am very intrigued. I think they are really cute and I would like them very much to start the school year. The thought makes me sick. I cannot believe its time for school again. Blehh. The only good thing about the moving towards fall is the fact that my tv shows come back. Yay! So excited for Bones to be back. hehe. Baby Bones :)
I know this post is like the most random thing ever but i want to get into a rhythm of updating so its hnot so hard to get into doing it. I’m also contemplating new layout ideas. Wanna do someone or something I’ve never don’t before. I was thinking of doing something pretty little liars related but I donno if there are any good images out there may have to begin a search. Bleh do not wanna go to work tomorrow. I work a mid and I really hate those. Boooo :shock:
Let me be the reason baby let me be the cause
Let me the only one you let up in your heart
Let me be the picture, sitting in your frame
Let me be your lover, I’ll let you be the same
Nothing Without Her - Nelly
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
[Intro - Lil Wayne]
Cut the music up
A lil’ louder
Yeah[Chorus - Lil Wayne]
You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love[Hook - Lil Wayne]
For a second you were here, now you over there
It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love, never had love[Verse 1 - Lil Wayne]
When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious
But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing
But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder[Chorus - Lil Wayne]
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love[Hook - Lil Wayne]
For a second you were here, now you over there
It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love, had a love[Verse 2 - Lil Wayne]
Ooohh, you had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault, wasn’t in your intentions
To be the one here talking to me, be the one listening
But I admire your poppin’ bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and strippin’
Baby, so don’t be mad, nobody else trippin’
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook[Chorus - Lil Wayne]
You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love[Verse 3 - Lil Wayne]
Ooohh, see I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeahh
And I want you to know
You’re far from the usual
Far from the usual[Chorus - Lil Wayne]
You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
Yeahh, see you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love
